Why? Oh, why?

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Why? Oh, why?
Why are his words
burning still
inside me
and my ears?

Why is it that I need
to feel him near?
And why his smile
it's all
that I want to hear?

Why, why do I wish to kiss his lips?
Why do they have to feel so near?
Why do these words I can not say?
Why do I
have to be afraid?

If Cupid with his poisoned arrow,
in my heart has stabbed me
and, on my face, my unlucky fate
had dared to slap me!

Oh, why do the simply touch
of his rougged hands
make feel so strange inside?

Why I can not speak or stare back
into his deep as ocean eyes?
Why does he has to be so far,
and yet feel so near?

Why? Oh why my heart is breaking
and torn apart again!

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